May 2010
31 posts
Thunderstorms.
Grey skies of broken sunlight swirled and slashed through the atmosphere. Theres a storm cloud up above, and its brewing deep within my shivering veins, flowing through my blood stream, clogging my arteries, making its way to this black hole that once held a beating heart. When the lightning strikes, my heartbeat spikes, and soon flatlines. The beams of sunlight poured down the drain, and now its...
Welcome To My Funeral.
So here we go, welcome to my funeral. Everyones tied in black, choking the tears back. Where did we go wrong? Where did you go? Where were you when i needed you most? Now your staring down at me through this box that separates you and death. And i was seeing the world through the back of my eyelids.
Hearts Like Anchors.
Your heart was like an anchor, weighing me down, down deep, making it hard to breathe. submerging through the sea, tied to your anchors, bubbles rushing past me. i gasped for a breath, but there was nothing left, nothing but the anchors you tied to me.
Our First Week
Things i will never forget::
1.The third day i met you, you asked where i have always wanted to go. i never really thought about it, but i blurted out “paris”. and you said “ahhhh the city of lovers, good choice, we should go there.”
2. you calling me your little princess. no one has ever called me that before, only you. and i love how you still, to this day call me...
The World Is Closed Today.
The world is closed today, all we were handed was the night. The only lips left were yours and mine. so baby, put on your night eyes, and follow me, we signed on and visited the sea, turned all the sand to glass, and slipped into every ocean we passed. The water carried us deep, and washed away insecurity. we swam to shore, looked out at the pier, gasped for a breath and breathed...
What i wrote on a card for our 3 years.
You are hands down the best thing to ever happen to me. you’re the only one whose voice can automatically put a smile on my face. I really miss that face of yours in my hand, brushing your skin. I remember right before our first date, we were at Geoff’s, and you walked out from a room, and i just went right up and kissed you. You looked surprised. and when you took off your shirt...
Reality We Made.
I sat in my dimly lit room, the only light seeping through the creases in my blinds. My mind wondered and made no sense at all. I turned away and hit my head against the wall. The low light emitted from my lantern, Grew dark, yet continued to burn. sleep deprived and jumbled thoughts, reality felt like a mere dream, at least i hoped it was.
A Note To The Liar.
Just found this one hidden away in my dresser. ha. way old.
i spat out the shards of glass you feed to me. The glass that poured from my mouth, tore away the shreds of trust i had consumed. this despair that leaked through my thoughts, spilled over my head and lay in my heart to rot. In telling me you loved me so. you neglected to say the lies had just begun In all the lies you shoved down my...
Anywhere But Here.
Take me by the wrist, grip me tight, Take me somewhere in the night. somewhere unfamiliar, somewhere not near, take me anywhere, anywhere but here. Lead me down the star stricken pathway, and close the gates we left behind. Tonight is all we had left to find, and all we brought was our hearts and eachother on our minds.
Your Heart Won Over Mine.
I cant help it, I’m a bit rusty, I need to brush off this heart, for it has gotten dusty, just sitting in my open chest, waiting for someone to love this tangled mess, this mess of love lines and heart pumps at best. There it lay, waiting for the one. The one whose heart would win over mine and in time, you made me see, it was yours that won over me.
Threading You Away.
You thought you had me by the heart strings, but toying with love, heartache brings. For all these threads that you have sewn into me, i will cut the ends and burn them so deep. reaching into my surging heart, i will pull out the lingering threads, tear them up and bleed them out. i guess it just goes to show, even the most nimble tailer will reep what he has sewn.
999 Shades Of Red.
All i saw was red, as my blood built up in my lungs, and constricted in my veins. The clots in my brain severed all ties due to this loves sick strain. I acquired this vicious desire in the early dawn, with you in my front lawn. I’m sick. I’m sick. My blood ran thick. My thoughts of you stick and bleed out this candle wick, for you lit this young heart a blaze and left me in a red...
June, Early June.
I nearly went blind when your gaze met mine. The silver sun gleamed off the patio chairs and crossed paths with our silhouettes that danced in the summer air. Your tan skin shimmered in the sunlight and left these sparkles in my eyes. I had to get a grip on your addictive lips and shake the craving. We slid into your red car and drove down the roads that are broken and uneven. I was so warm with...
Nothin' But A Bloody Pool.
My heart was the first thing you stole from me, you ripped it out of my body, tearing open my chest, spilling out the years you put to rest. You threw me away like a fool, nothin’ left but a bloody pool. The next thing you stole was my soul. I put my faith in you, but you led me down a dark, narrow hole, and buried me alive with what you couldn’t undo. You threw me away like a fool,...
Your Love is a Lighthouse.
You are the beacon of light bestowed upon me, I searched all night and found a light house, your eyes flashing over the coarsing water was all i could see, I held your gaze and met your lips. The rhythm of your heartbeat brought in the ships to sounds of your exhaling harmony. Breathing deep, we chased the heavy clouds that brewed behind me. We washed up on the shore, hearing the slight hum of the...
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I am so excited, i am gathering all my poetry that i have now, and the working on writing much much more. After this process is done, I am going to try my hardest and get it published. I have the name of the book all picked out, now I just have to finish what I’m doing, and get myself out there as a poet. I’m keeping my fingers crossed, and my heart full of hope. and to all my...
Darling, You Dug Your Grave.
Your spits of violence, unintentionally aimed, I fell into your toxic game, You dug your feet into the rocky sand, sinking slowly, you reached our for me, but I had fiberglass in my hand. You caught the blade, Piercing through your grasping fingers, My broken heart that you made, and the things you did i never forgave, I guess you failed to see, you dug your own grave.
My new song obsession.<3
My Last Wish.
Looking through the window of the loft we found. Peering up at the sky, We stayed awake through the night, and made our way outside. Your hands held mine tight. The stars all illuminated and glowed bright. I closed my eyes, and made a wish. Someone was listening, because it came true. All Ive ever wished for is in you.
I Trace It All Back To You.
your lips catch mine, and everything melts. The outside world will try to look in, but they will never see how we felt. Your arms were always holding me, and touching my skin, I layed on your chest and I breathed you in. We talked until all that could be heard was slight breathing as we drifted into a deep sleep. I woke to find your breath on my neck. I couldnt help but to smile. Just knowing that...
